my life has been up and down for the past few months.

I have experienced some sadness, some happiness, some tears, some anger, some joy...

someone told me abit of everything makes up everyone else's life...

nothing is certain in our hands forever...

so let's hold on to what we can control now!

it's never too late for anything *-*

April Go-Kart!

rain rain go away...

4:40 PM

Some random photos to speak of my life in the past 3 months.. :)

Chinese New Year

If you rem, yes, say hello to my grown up niece Qiqi & her brother Teng Teng..

she was telling me abt how she enjoyed her school while her bro sat on my lap giggling hehe..

my daddy tried to pick a conversation with one of them but teng teng nearly burst into tears wahaha..

6:56 PM

2009 is here.. hehe guilepig is slow. plain slow.

she is still in the holiday mood.

2008 passes in a wink again.

2008 is a yr full of happiness, tears and uncertainty.

no new hope for 2009 at this moment. no hope no disappointment.

maybe just one - lead a simple and carefree life with e ones i love.. away from troubles, worries & stress.

realise i always go with the flow since young. maybe no plan is a good plan. i love my childhood.

it only has one simple aim in life - eat my heart out and exams to finish soon.

no expectations no disappointment. pple think i don't think much. well, cos i want to be as happy as i can.

for any moment of happiness i experienced in 2008, i thank my pig pig, my family especially my mum, my friends & myself for contributing to it.

another new hope in 2009 - the economy to stabilise and stop hurting pple. I scorn the irresponsible bankers that lead us to this. families may be broken becos of this.

pple spend wisely but still spend. if we don't, we will contributing to what Mr GCT says in his speech - paradox of consumer behavior. a man of wisdom.

I don't want to be responsible for worsening the situation. So I bought a new phone, new bed and christmas presents, cards and planning to buy new clothes worth abt $300..

talking abt GCT. a foreigner once say he knows singapore because of GCT. his height is also commendable among other pm in other countries.

let's get a bit lighter. I just watch Ip Man. i went in with no expectations and maybe becos of that I was delighted. pig pig told me Ip Man got second part. i am actually looking forward to it- the second part. i wanted to watch ponyo ponyo wo sa little nanoko.. so cute! hehe..

folks, take care. i am gg batam with my friens soon. hear from your soon! :)

8:45 PM

My best frien at work left...

I felt happy and sad for this..

Today is the first day without her..

I felt weird..

She left for a better future..

at the same time, she left all her misery behind...

she also left me behind too...

We cried and hugged each other last Thurs..

I sobbed on the bus home last Fri...

Cannot control... My heart was in pain when I saw her packing..

Perhaps I was too emotionally involved in everything...

Low EQ - everyone tells me that..

But who cares... this is me...

I wish her all the best! :)

Maybe it's sad to not see her around everyday but we transformed to be friens forever..

I miss you va va boom :)

Hope someday our paths will cross again..

Nothing is more valuable then meeting someone who truly cares for you in this cold world..

She is the second best thing that happen to me when I started working..

I love you xf! Take care and I will pray for you.

Thanks for everything..

Well. life still goes on but she stays in my heart forever.. *-*

8:20 PM

Rem i told u guys I taught my mum how to use the camera..

The deliveryman woke me up. a bit pissed haha..

at Tao's - yes, if u rem my 21st birthday was also here. and my wonderful singing memories also there heh :)

Camera- whoring- *Not so serious look*

The Tao's staff started to take turns to take photos of us..

haha.. One even claimed to be a "certified" photographer wahaha@

this ever- hungry Big Monster Pig

Let me introduce a pig that practically gobbles his food..

without enjoying the goodness of food haha..

Look! I am still tearing my bread to bit pieces when..

this Pig finished his food le~

.. and started gobbling my share..hehe
this prisoner is waiting for his next dish...

forgive him..he hasnt been eating for the past month..hehe..

stop acting InNocent!!! hahaha

Look at the big Mess this pig has created~~

Thinking if his mouth has many holes.. haha...

Pig's cream of mushroom..

keeps grumbling that I chose the best dishes away and

left him with the Not-So- Nice dishes..

Well, it ended up that he took majority of my share haha.. this big fat pig! -_-

Camera- whoring time ~~

My second surprise - my first build a bear ~~

such nice packaging *-*

didn't really trust his taste haha in dressing up a cute bear..haha

The birth of Little PiG PiG~~

he said that it is to be used as "substitute"

when he is not around~~ *ah hem*

but I was thinking that smth is very wrong haha..

how can? i was looking left, right, up, down.. but the bear don't even look like him.......

it is so much cuter and more handsome than him~

he almost fainted again haha..

hehe.. then he started tellin me abt his other plans like

singing a song at KTV for me.. but ah hem haha.. i think better not haha*-*

it will neva reach my standards haha~~

but wasted .. it is a good idea..wahaha ~

One happy family - Take 1 -

Thanks PiG PiG for everything *-*

& thanks to all who have wished me! :)

Take care friens! :)

12:10 PM

Today I took leave on this special day of mine :)

I wanted to make it My DaY!

I don't want to work!

I don't want to pick up calls from pple!

I don't want to see certain pple!

I don't want to smile at them and have a poker face!

I JuSt WaNt to be mE myself - the TrUe BluE GuiLePig that everyone knew me from the beGinnIng. *-*

Lots of Work waIting for me.. I thouT I am doing Others a disfavor by gg on Leave..

but I deciDed to be selfish this time and ThinK foR myselF today. heh :)

It was a Right Decision. LuckilY I did take leave.

I can't believe that some PpLe can actUally spend thEiR birThday at Work haha.. too bad Not for me.

It was a RIght one. CerTain things We all take For Granted..

mAny asked me any Plans for today?!? I said No.. haha..

I just spent the whole morn doing all these..

- sleep late till 10am -->
--> mum cooked pao mee for me to eat-->i still feel hungry so I ate honey stars with milk
--> i was delighted by pig pig's Surprise in the morn
---> i mopped the whole house for my mum --> i on my hi-fi with Alicia Keys songs on full blast..
singing along happily for my whole neighbourhood to enjoy the long awaited GuiLePig's charming voice hahha *dun puke*
--> pick some lucky numbers for my mum for her 4D later ( cos today is wed)
--> i called up nus and dbs to settle my bro's loan and messaged him
--> i took photos with my mum and my SurPrise
--> I taught her how to use the camera and she was so amused haha..
--> i recieved all the well wishes from pple and started replying hehe..


My mum suddenly said " ah ping, it is very long since I see you so happy and relaxed!"
Ya, i realised too. I love being at home, doing simple things for my loved ones..

Conclusion is hahah..
1. Staying at home is Good & the one for me!!! I can get to sing, go mad, spend time with my family, doing thins for them..
2. maybe i should be a HouSeWife or owe a fAmiLy business or sing for fun - cos Love for smth motivates to work not just Money.. Come on how can the motivation to work be only money? How long will it last? look at me, it wun last! anyway I am not earning much either haha for my qualifications..
3. It is great to be at ease with urself and be UrSelf. it is very impt! :)

And lastly thanks to my parents who brought me to this world and let me see this wonderful colourful world with some ugliness and gave me happiness, joy, peace , sadness and anger.

I am like this. Emotional. SoMeone with IQ no EQ at all. totally no. This is me too Bad. hhaaa..

Take care my dear friens. Love you guys *-*

12:40 PM

Pss! July is finally here ~~ :) *-* ^-^ :P

And this will mean that....
1. We are into the second half of the YeAR 2008!!!! heh *-* All the nice hols are coming.. Let me recount it for u - National Day, Deepavali, Hari Raya Puasa, Hari Raya Haji, Christmas Day, New Year Day hehehe.. And these hols are more meaningful for me than those in the first half of the yr. :)

2. All my leave (majority) of them are coming soon. Hols + Leave + Some MCs here and there wahaha= Less working days. Away from some of the S**T work & pple that will spoil my mood hehe. STOP eroding my belief in the goodness of pple hehe. Effectively, I think I will only get to work 5 months or less and get paid! Wor~~ For this, I find utmost joy hahahaha..

3. All the special & happy events in my life that I am anticipating for are coming.. My birthday cel with all my dear ones, my trip with pig pig, caroling with choir, Christmas cel with my dear ones.. So happy. It may happen every yr but such things we can't take for granted. Who knows that maybe i am not around, my dear ones are not around when all these happen~

4. The raining season ( hopefully) will come and makes me so cosy at home to ZZzzzzz like a big fat pig hehe..

Also for this last part of the yr, things are undergoing some changes for my Happy family..

My bro is gg to Uni and starting a new chapter in his life. All the best didi! I will be there for u. Enjoy ur taiwan trip!

My sis is gg to get Married next yr and starting another chapter in her life with Don Don. So happy happy happy for her~~ know that there are lots of planning for you to do. Dun worry still got ur little clumsy sister here to help u ( hopefully) hehe.. pig pig also volunteer to be the best man ( only if Don dun mind wahaha) Jiejie jiejie, I planning to sing a song for you on the day.
Trying to get pig pig to repick his guitar for this n he says he wanna sing OMG hahah~~ . I was thinking "huh.. better not hahah" hope he dun see this and kill me hehe... This will be my present for you muacks! :) Hopefully I dun cry on that day.. :( se bu de ni ah~~

After all these, GuiLePig hope that we will still be ONE big Happy Family with Don & pig pig joining us. *-* hopefully jiejie let me play with her first baby hhaha.. She always say I clumsy one. I can be very motherly ah hem.. hheeheee

Time to showcase the little joy and happiness GuiLepig had for the past month~~
My SurPrise birthday dinner with little darlin at Indulgz~


Darling's Garlic Chicken Yummy ~

My Fav Ribeye Steak - Medium done nice~~

but a bit small portion for a hungry pig hhaha..

The nice setting at the restaurant - so crowded~

we waited for an hour and half for our food OMG rite? hehe

me and little darling *-* thanks for this gal :)

SurpRise birthday cake!

She has even hidden a message in the cake for me.

So touched! :) lucky I din choked on it darling haha..

My PL bbq with my PL clinque

Thanks to YL, M & HJ that didn't mind the mess!

the 2008 PL clinque :)

Thanks for all the presents girlies! :) Love them *-*
Take care folks!

5:08 PM